Blissful...

Hey!!! it's been a while isn't it? This blog is full with spider webs all over..erghh.. and it's been about 1 year and 6 months i don't update this blog. Feel sorry for myself and to the readers especially my friends who's been eager to read my latest entry..lol..owh well.. i'm here now.. A lots have gone through..and a lot's of them are bad memories, but there's good memories also.. forget about the bad things because it is a negative aura..just remember the good part..

Hmm..the facts that i'm arriving at home yesterday at 6.30pm is such a holly blissful day for me! ohh myyy goodness! i'm blessfull to be arrive at my home after stuck with all of those crappy exams which I ruined terribly on all the papers.. hah! i just prayed that i will passed all the test..God, pleaseee~ let me passs~~ so scared when thinking about it! 

There's a lot of changing at my house..there's a new car, new water dispenser, new this and new that and bla bla! i just felt everything is changing despite the facts that it is an old stuffs that I rarely see..lol 

That means that i missed my home so much that i felt everything is changing because i miss everything that was old..lol..so...my memories are corrupted then? haha! make sense!

Hey.about this blog, i will try best to recreate it and changing the design..just ignore the music player and the domo..eww..i hate the part when everything is broken in my blog and it needs a lot of hardworks to change everything all over again..goshhh...wut ever..

So, everyone! just wait for the new update and design ok! i will make my best and just wait and see~!! astalavista!

p/s : no emoticon because i want to write this entry fast, and felt sorry for the readers that want to download the link in this blog, because all link is dead! sorry downloaders! i will make my best to reupload all the broken links! just wait ok! ;)

Nostalgic and Sweet Memories...

 Childhood Memories...

not my drawing...

ok....just now i'm so bored that i do not know what to do..so, suddenly i have this instinct where I must search all my old note books(the one the small me always adore and write in it) and luckily i have found it! All my note books, the cute note books big and small and i've been keeping even i'm moving out for about 3 different houses, but i still kept it with me..well actually that instinct came because I want to remember about this one film that i can't remember the title. I love that film so much but i can't remember the title..(i forget the title already..)

 pictures as illustration only...

So as you to know, when i'm small, when i found some interesting movies/drama/anime/books, i will write a synopsis about them. I even make a list of them. Top 10 movies, top 10 animes and ect ect..So, i start searching for them and they're still there! Guess what i've found? A whole lot of note books..the cute one, stickers,origami papers, sketch books.(but mostly note books)..and i suddenly realized that i love writing, in other words, i keen on writing since I was small, and that showed me, that i must involve in this type of career. But, i stray from that part; i choose the Science part instead because i love Science!and i'm in the wrong path am I?? i can do both! and I even imagine, i will have my column in a newspaper or magazine one day...lol (i know, this will not happen >_>) but anyway, it's good to have a dream right???! right??!!

I also realized this when I found all the note books and what is 'the small me' wrote :-

• it gave me a whole lot of ideas, ideas when i'm small but i don't finalized it....

• i is sure amusing and released my stress even though i'm not that stress(i laugh out loud when i read what 'the small me' wrote..(this is sure a weird sentences, i hope you understand this)

• i have received a lot of gifts from my friends and I realized what a nice kid I am when i'm small, it really differs at the state of who I am now..and i can even say that i'm kinda that 'B' word person because i have made a lot of bad doings..(only i can see this..lol)

• many of my note books is a biodata books, but i don't even bother to ask my friends to write in it, i wonder why and only my brother and sister wrote their biodata in that biodata book..lol (why i'm so bothered to ask my brother and sister's bio?i already know them..silly..'the small me' is very silly..

• i also realized that, when we're small, what a pure heart we have..you see, all my friends have a really nice and warm heart that they even give me gifts on my birthday, throw me a surprise 'go away' party..lol (i have lost the word for 'go away'..what's the suitable word eh...hmm)

that's all I think..it was surely amusing when i read all of  what 'the small me' had wrote, 'the small me' dream. How naive I am when i'm small, and it's totally a whole lot different than what I am now. So, to all of you who have read this, why don't you do the same as me.. Find 'the small you' things, treasure, sketches books or what ever what 'the small you' had done...(except that...hmm..if you already burnt all the 'small you' treasures, don't even bother to search.. so, then...Good Luck!!!

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