Finally!TVXQ is Back as 5 Again!!

Yeah! i wish so..Sorry to surprise you like that, but that happened in my dream just now. I dreamed of my favorite korean band who is also famous worldwide TVXQ a.k.a Tohoshinki in Japan and Dong Bang Shin Ki in Korea is together back as 5 again! As one of the cassiopeia, i really want all of them, 5 of them to be back together again..

I don't know why that happen, to tell you the truth, in my daily days, all i can think now is finishing all of my anime that i've downloaded. I barely think about TVXQ at all but i still keep updated about their news, stuff and all that. Not that i completely forgot about them, but i rarely think about them. But then just now, i've dreamed about them in my dream. After watching Ao no Exorcist ep.18, i went to sleep.If you watch AoEx anime, there's always commercials intruding..(lol) and one of those is this interesting commercial about Kochikame the movie and it's hilarious..(in that aoex ep.18).. I think my dream about TVXQ is based on that commercial.

In that dream, i've dream my TVXQ oppas ; Jaejoong, Junsu, Yoochun, Changmin and Yunho is making their comeback in Japan. and they're singing like angels. I don't remember which songs(they're singing their old songs not their comeback song..lol), but their singing ability is amazing as ever. To my surprise, they sing it in a place like hmm...anime expo or something, and in that dream, my role is as a cameraman! Haha...Not also that, when i heard them singing again as 5 and with their superb amazing voice, i felt sad deep inside, nearly to cry, i still remember how's my heart feels at that moment. and then, another dream came and my dream about my TVXQ oppas coming back as 5 again ended just like that. Then, i woke up and with throbbing head(feeling dizzy at this time), i've remembered that TVXQ is Coming Back as 5 Again..in my dream...

The end of the dream, now the present. JYJ's Junsu has released the MV of You're So Beautiful! Check out this mv below! Junsu is kawaii as ever..i love him so much!

 

p/s : ahhh..waste my time on this blog again...(but when it cames to TVXQ, i dare to do anything...;))

Melancholy Friday

I know today is Saturday, but I must tell you what happened yesterday on Friday...

Guess what's my reaction after reading that..?? i was like and haha...oversea in Malaysia??! wa da hei??it's so far away? and what is sains and pengurusan sumber haiwan??! wth is that?? i don't ever heard anything like that before??!!

I shed tears at that same time i read it.. frustrated, annoyed, pissed off, sad...and more more!! but then, while i cried, i think why animal?? ahh~~ sou desu! i love animals that's why.. Allah knows it better than I am...

The Almighty God knows what is suit for me best. So i just accept it as the way it is..I don't have any more tears to shed. I can't change that offer. Even one single words from it. I can't change it. (well yeah if i edit it in photoshop >_> )

My mood suddenly changed. I'm not in Cityville mode yesterday, so i left not playing it (it's because of the slow line tsk) and i not barely to eat. Feeling dizzy all over thinking of what should tell my parents. How do they react and all that. Alhamdulillah, they accepted it as it is but i can see it on my father's face that he's frustrated some kind and in state of shocked too.(or is it my mind?)

Yeah who's parents  not feeling shock when their daughter/son got send to a far from home state??! Tell me??! (well there's some parents who accept it the way it is..lol)

Then, today i checked again what is meant by that course on UNIMAS portal. What i've found, my course is in Zoology Faculty. Zoology Faculty...well yeah..i will learn about wildlife resources bla bla and what i can conclude is that i will work with animals, an animal scientist or wutever it is. Yeah,I indeed loves animal very much especially cats but wildlife animals??!! and the learning scope, when i read of what i'm going to learn, looks like, it will be a little to hard..

Hmm.. i think that's all....actually when talking about this, i still feeling sad deep inside, tried to act strong wutever. But i accept is as the way it is. It is my destiny... I will work hard for it then! yeah! ganbate!!! Sarah hwaiting!!!

Nostalgic and Sweet Memories...

 Childhood Memories...

not my drawing...

ok....just now i'm so bored that i do not know what to do..so, suddenly i have this instinct where I must search all my old note books(the one the small me always adore and write in it) and luckily i have found it! All my note books, the cute note books big and small and i've been keeping even i'm moving out for about 3 different houses, but i still kept it with me..well actually that instinct came because I want to remember about this one film that i can't remember the title. I love that film so much but i can't remember the title..(i forget the title already..)

 pictures as illustration only...

So as you to know, when i'm small, when i found some interesting movies/drama/anime/books, i will write a synopsis about them. I even make a list of them. Top 10 movies, top 10 animes and ect ect..So, i start searching for them and they're still there! Guess what i've found? A whole lot of note books..the cute one, stickers,origami papers, sketch books.(but mostly note books)..and i suddenly realized that i love writing, in other words, i keen on writing since I was small, and that showed me, that i must involve in this type of career. But, i stray from that part; i choose the Science part instead because i love Science!and i'm in the wrong path am I?? i can do both! and I even imagine, i will have my column in a newspaper or magazine one day...lol (i know, this will not happen >_>) but anyway, it's good to have a dream right???! right??!!

I also realized this when I found all the note books and what is 'the small me' wrote :-

• it gave me a whole lot of ideas, ideas when i'm small but i don't finalized it....

• i is sure amusing and released my stress even though i'm not that stress(i laugh out loud when i read what 'the small me' wrote..(this is sure a weird sentences, i hope you understand this)

• i have received a lot of gifts from my friends and I realized what a nice kid I am when i'm small, it really differs at the state of who I am now..and i can even say that i'm kinda that 'B' word person because i have made a lot of bad doings..(only i can see this..lol)

• many of my note books is a biodata books, but i don't even bother to ask my friends to write in it, i wonder why and only my brother and sister wrote their biodata in that biodata book..lol (why i'm so bothered to ask my brother and sister's bio?i already know them..silly..'the small me' is very silly..

• i also realized that, when we're small, what a pure heart we have..you see, all my friends have a really nice and warm heart that they even give me gifts on my birthday, throw me a surprise 'go away' party..lol (i have lost the word for 'go away'..what's the suitable word eh...hmm)

that's all I think..it was surely amusing when i read all of  what 'the small me' had wrote, 'the small me' dream. How naive I am when i'm small, and it's totally a whole lot different than what I am now. So, to all of you who have read this, why don't you do the same as me.. Find 'the small you' things, treasure, sketches books or what ever what 'the small you' had done...(except that...hmm..if you already burnt all the 'small you' treasures, don't even bother to search.. so, then...Good Luck!!!

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