moving out...

as u all know...i will move out. to kelantan...*sob*...so this is my last day i will be on9...and the other dayz i will be off9..lol..so minna san!! if i do sumethin wrong to all of u...please forgive me...and I would like to apologize to all of my friends in ares if my words hurts y'll... T______T den soda den sapo...isk isk...i really know who I am..and this is the saddest day in internet...waaaaaaaaaa I dun know how to tell...should I write my blog to all blog places? lol...should I tell about this...maybe nope >.>
hmmMmm did blogger face had changed?? o.o...so freaky freak 0.0?anyway matane minna san!! sayonara and oyasuminasai minna san!! I will be on9 10 years from now...juzz wait me..ahahaha...maybe I will be on9 in japan...who knows...

sad day...

the saddest day in my life...sob today I cannot hide my feelin towards all my fwens and seniors...I can't handle my own feelings when the situation is relate about friends...and school >.> even I cried in front of my cadet's seniors...lol...it's embarassing....:'( and that is my 1st time crying at school...I never cry in front of the pplz not even once..this is my 1st time...ewwwwwwww so embarassing....and I can't hadle my feelings when somebody ask me about my moving out with soft spoken voice.... T.T so touching and make me to cry...and my classmates make me a surprise farewell party to me todae...I'm so touch and it makes me want to cry again and again..and when I heard some songs about friends...it makes my tears dropped out over and over again...T______T and it that party they all give me gifts...ewwww...so sweet...and the memories will stick in my mind forever and ever after... and the crying part....ewwwwwww....I can't forget about it....and I think that's all for today's blogging...my eyes very da heavy...it's time for me to sleep! zzZZZzzzZZz
sayonara and oyasuminasai minna san! matane!!!

happy??

hek hek hek...ahahahha....I'm happy todae although the time for me to left my school is near T.T *sob* y I am happy? = D I got a secret tutor teach me jap...ahh dun wanna tell y'll la...adezz yesterday I'm not on9 ahhahaa..I'm makin my homeworks until late at 3.00 am...huyyo! power tuh! heheheh....I'm observing some malay language element in my blog..since I read about articles in news paper about 'penggunaan bahasa' hmmm...so maybe sumetimes I will write ma blog in malay version...sumeday sumeday...and hmm...wut am I wanna type? --'' wut ever... I'm counting my day.. sob sob waiting for me to leave the school that have many memories in it...many friends in it..and sweet sweet memories in it...how can I leave for such a good school? [sigh] or should I live in hostel? but my mom...she dun give me permission to live in hostel? toshio? ewwww....I can't imagine it and I dun want to imagine how my life will begin there... and that's all for todae...till we meet again tomorrow..c ya and kombawa!

can't make any choices...

*sigh* today is boredom day ever...ever ever!!!!!! and my brain is messing with school stuff like that..ewwwww.....it's really annoying me....wut I have to do? all my homeworks I juzz postpone it..without doing it once.... ewww I'm really useless....I can't do anything b'cauze my head messing up...wut should I do?? toshio?? *sob* T___T and wut school do I want to enter eh? oo'' I feel like I want to die...am I really that useless?? arghhH!!!!!!!!!! I really dun know wut to write...all articles can't enter into ma brain...oh my God....it's really annoying....I dun know wut to do rite now...ok I gotta go now....dun know wut to write anymore...c ya tomorrow... :'(

shocked...

omg...I'm very shocked rite now...clueless...dun know wut to say...I'm BluRR....very blurr...yes thats' school doesn't have police cadet...oh my God...wut happen huh? my life will become miserable...wut I'm gonna do if police cadet doesn't exist in that school?? huh? huh??!! tell me...ewwwwwwww I'm very sad rite now.. T.T am I rite to choose that school as my school? I'm gonna miss my school...my smk sultanah asma...my fwens...ewwwwwww...it's hurting me....I dun know wut to do anymore....am I have faith with school youth cadet?? am I?? I'm not gonna accept this...I dun want all this happen to me...wut I'm gonna do? wut I'm gonna do?? huwaaaaaaa............ I dun want all this happen to me...y??! y??!! I will pray to God...God please have suscribe that school with police cadet...that's all..if not I dun know wut uniform bodies should I choose.. :'( and I dun want to move out from smk sultanah asma...it's give me alot of sweet memories with my fwens there...and moms...please please...let me live in hostel...I am clueless rite now..or one more things...should I juzz choose juzz a normal school?? who have police cadet? --'' it's depends on my father's conclusion...I dun know wut school that I should participating in.. 00'' oh well...gud nite all..it's 1.30???!! ohohoho...oyasuminasai and sayonara!!!!!!

stressed??

nothing special happened today...I'm back home early than otherz usually days...I'm back at home at 12.15..the motif is all teachers are having their holidays in LanGkAwI..lol not a holiday actually..it's a motivation --'' wut ever...juzz let em be...ahaha...I dun know wut to tell y'll about...and I'm really lil messy todae..I dun have mood...my eyes feel tired...and my cough doesn't seen to recover fully after my coldness...ewww....it's really really annoying...I cough everywhere..I juzz ate my cough syrup...but it's seens doesn't work at all...It makes me feel sleepy...and I guess that's all for todae's blog...c ya tomorrow...oyasuminasai minna san!

annoyed...

hmmmm...I dun have any story to tell y'll...all stories today is annoying me...ewwwww T____T hmmm...i went home at 6.00 pm today...lol... that's all..ahaha...y I'm stayin back at ma school? ask for ur self... :'( I'm very sad todae.. I wish I could stop serving the internet...hmm...tomorrow maybe I'm not online...juzz at nite maybe >.> who knows...heh...and tomorrow I will get back home at 12.15!! horreya!